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Thursday, September 29th, 2005
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11:20 pm
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omg.
who does that?!?!?!
i can see one.. but two?!? one being my best friend.. that youve fucking met like 5 times.
ugh.
anyways.
works good.. schools gooooooooooooooooooood. yknow the usual.
people these days.
shoutouts to my heather downes bff- gina maria love- stina baby etc.
haha
i feel like an 8th grader writing those haha.
<3
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| Sunday, August 14th, 2005
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12:26 pm
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SHOUTOUT TO HEATHER DOWNES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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| Friday, August 12th, 2005
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9:38 pm - whenever im alone with you, you make me feel like i am whole again.....
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Tampa was amazing.
I miss violet.
I keep having really wierd dreams.
i wanna move back to westconn, i miss my friends there. I cant wait to live with stina and liz. Theyre fun and gina seems cool.
I got my pics from the summer- they came out good. They made me pretty sad though.
I hope i get to see amy b4 her surgery.
ok thats about it.
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| Friday, July 1st, 2005
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2:07 pm
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that was totally 26 minutes of my life ill never get back.:-\
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| Thursday, June 16th, 2005
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8:35 pm
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im in such a rut.
</3
P.S i love amy klowskowski (sp?)
happy?
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| Monday, May 30th, 2005
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10:18 pm
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and the words'll echo off my tongue
for ever and a day
from my sweet heart
i need you that much closer..
and now for the song of the day..
'you and i got something, but its all and than its nothing to me... yea and ive got my defenses when it comes to your intentions for me, yea .. and we wake up in the breakdown of the things we never thought we could be.. im not the one who broke you- im not the one you should fear.. we got to move you, darling.. i thought i lost you somewhere- but u were never really ever there at all...'
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| Thursday, May 26th, 2005
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2:26 pm - i<3 heatherdownes.
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icequeenli8: i should look at him all drunkenly and be like- the pants,. they gotta go.
Amazingg227: thats exactly what you should say
icequeenli8: haha
icequeenli8: hed like run away crying.
Amazingg227: i doubt it
icequeenli8: he will, then ill never wanna talk to anyone again.
Amazingg227: shut the fuck up you dumb cum guzzling skank ass bitch
this weekend was so awesome! i got to see MIKE RAYMOND!!!!!!!!!!!!! it was awesome. i <3 him. it was heathers graduation. I got up there friday night, and heather comes to my car and is like- i left something in the car for you. and i walk over and mike jumps out and runs away.. im liek OMMGGGGGG. i gave him like a million hugs! we went over to katies then to friendlys, went home and slept. Saturday we got up and went to get lunch. Then we met up w mike and went to the mall and i got jamers his present (im sad). we read books in the bookstore lol. then went to starbucks where we talked about buttbread for liek 20 minutes and got a free coffee. Then we went home for naps lol, and went to dinner w alex and kt.. then picked mike back up and went to the carnival. i won him a giraffe! haha. cause im awesome at the squirt game. haha. then we went to play pool, and back to heathers to play uno! it was so much fun! then we dropped mike off and got some shuteye. Sundya was her graduation. It wasnt too too long. Then we went for awful awfuls w my fam and alex.. then to this other restaurant a couple hours later. it was fun. Then Monday night and Tuesday night i hung out w the amazing heather downes. we went to a porn store and ice cream one night, then she came over tuesday and i made dinner and burnt choc chip cookies for her and then we watched the one tree hill finale and mal stopped by. it was fun. i miss the rest of my 2nd wing<3
Now im home and jamers is leaving saturday. im so sad.
ok thats all.
<3
current mood:  crappy
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| Friday, April 29th, 2005
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12:18 am - and its breakin my heart that you're leavin.. baby- im greivin..
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its hard sometimes.
this has been such a wierd week.
i know a boy.. he puts the color inside of my world.. but hes just like a maze, where all of the walls all continually change.. and ive done all i can to stand on the steps with my heart in my hand.. now im starting to see.. maybe its got nothing to do with me.
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| Saturday, April 23rd, 2005
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8:27 am - however far away.. i will always love you
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i know i know, finally updating again.
lol
its been a wierd couple of weeks. I cant even begin to explain.
so yesterday i took alex to get his first tattoos! he got 2 stars on his hips.Theyre so hot. I love him a lot. lol. He calls me and is like- i was just seein what u were upto.. and im like not much gettin outta work.. and hes like- oh wanna come w me to get my tats.. and of course im like YES, cause i love that stuff. i <3 my bestest buddy.
Wednesday, violet came down to danbury so we could have dinner before she left for Las Vegas for good. It was really sad. I miss her so much already, but alex wants to go over there w me sometime in the near future, so hopefully we can do that together. It was fun though, Mal came with us.. and we went to olive garden where we had like EVERY bitchy waitress..then finally the waitress we were supposed to have who was very nice. It was interesting.
I need to get a new phone.. fucking verizon and dinosaur phones haha.
so okay.. last night my phone rings, and its a number that id wanna talk to- so i pick up.. and this person apparently thinks im someone else. Then is like- did u just call me?
Ok, how can you call someone by hitting the send button from them calling you? idk. im confused enough as it is. It was just really wierd. idk. So i check my call log to see if maybe i did, and in the last 30 calls- none of them were them. SO idk.
so me and alex are going to get me another piercing. I think i want a rook piercing done. it looks so cute.,so yeah im gonna go- gotta get ready for that.
peace gs<3
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| Wednesday, April 6th, 2005
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3:15 pm
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i cant wait to get this developed.
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| Tuesday, March 29th, 2005
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11:06 pm
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Apparently, Spring really is when all the skanks come out.
thats not just to one person.
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| Monday, March 28th, 2005
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5:40 pm
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Wow, its been a while since i updated.. so i learned a lot about a lot of people the past week...
You know how it is when you feel like you know someone,and you find out you are totally in the dark about who they are.
Basically, i learned that some people, are just skanks. Like no way around it. Sometimes those hopeless romantics that we feel bad for because they arent physically with the ones they love, are really the worst kind of people, because that longing and lonliness has lead them to do the unthinkable.
Is the song possible for some? If you cant be with the one you love, honey- love the one youre with?
oh yah and p.s, why are all the nice boys attracted to the white trash little skanks?
if anyone could answer that for me, thatd be great. thanks.
im gonan meet up w amy soon then head back to school. so yeah, thats just my thoughts of today.. cant u tell im a little agravated?
</3
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| Tuesday, March 15th, 2005
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1:44 pm - Look for the girl with the broken smile..
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ok, so this is my vent.
im so sick and tired for being punished for things i didn't do. why should i even feel bad for things that are out of my control?
sigh
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| Tuesday, February 22nd, 2005
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1:35 pm - sing once again with me.. our strange duet..
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im back from the cruise..it was a lot of fun...
i had a certain issue bc i love someone which is apparently making it hard for me to think about anyone but them.
wtf
i was so happy to see the winglets..
2 of them in particular came in my room last night and we had a little talk.. these are my thoughts....
Theres is nothing disgusting about either of you. You're both gorgeous girls. You are so incredibly special to me, i cant even begin to explain it. There is nothing wrong with you- and if some boy disagrees, then fuck him- its his loss and he doesnt know what hes missing. You guys are awesome and my <3s.
I love you forever and a week.
<3
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| Monday, February 7th, 2005
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7:21 pm - a night like this is begging to pull me apart.
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Keep truckin!
dont ask.
i feel like numb.
like you know, i really should be happy.. ive got the best friends ever.. schools going okay, etc.. but i just feel shitty right now. For 2 reasons.
1) if you dont like me, fine- whatever. I dont like every person ive met in my life, but ill be damned if i go around telling lies about them? Like come on- seriously. Grow up and talk to me about it- dont go behind my back telling people all these mean things about me and make me look like some horrid bitch.
2) im still really hurt by what happened. I cant believe someone would do that shit to me. Like its a punch in the face when someone whos really important to you obviously doesnt feel the same. Its been 3 years, and now its over apparently.
----i heard about your regrets.. i heard that you were feeling sorry.. i heard from someone that you wish you could set things right between us... well i guess i shouldve heard of that from you.. i guess i shouldve heard of that from you.. dont you see- dont you see.. that the charade is over... and all the 'best deceptions' and the clever cover story awards.. go to you.----
</3
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| Sunday, January 23rd, 2005
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9:16 pm
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icequeenli8: come here diana
deda868: i love you too yo!!! lol
icequeenli8: we all miss you so much
icequeenli8: you depressed the whole wing!
deda868: haha, dude i miss you girls more then you know
deda868: hahah dude none of you are as sad as i am
icequeenli8: we miss you like kids on diets miss cake
deda868: hahaha!!!!!!!!!
deda868: well i love you guys like a fat kid loves cake
icequeenli8: i love you like a diabetic loves sugar!
deda868: hahaha!!!!!!!! i love you like a squirel loves nutts
icequeenli8: i love you like pooh bear loves honey.
deda868: i love you like i love penis!!!
deda868: lol
icequeenli8: i love you like i love chocolate milkshakes!
deda868: haha i love you like i dont have anymore lol
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| Saturday, January 22nd, 2005
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11:09 pm
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crimsonred1234: oh shut it
crimsonred1234: ask him out damn it
icequeenli8: no, now i cant.
icequeenli8: i think we should go out and do somethign soon
icequeenli8: and find hot new boys.
icequeenli8: with girthy cocks and pretty faces.
crimsonred1234: hahahahaha
crimsonred1234: YES!
icequeenli8: sweet!
icequeenli8: we might need to goto canada tho to find some
icequeenli8: but french canadian boys dont pack it.
crimsonred1234: nah
crimsonred1234: english boys....surprisingly do!
icequeenli8: well then lets just goto england!
crimsonred1234: i am
crimsonred1234: wanna come this summer?
icequeenli8: thatd be awesome!
icequeenli8: for how long
crimsonred1234: 2 weeks
icequeenli8: sweet!
icequeenli8: english boys.. YUM!
crimsonred1234: god yea
crimsonred1234: id do the whole island if there wernt 5 ugly guys for every 1 hot guy
icequeenli8: haha
icequeenli8: 5:1 isnt that bad
icequeenli8: bc in america its like 235320636300:1
crimsonred1234: haha
crimsonred1234: yeah
icequeenli8: maybe theyre all hiding though
icequeenli8: i think i wanna go down under
crimsonred1234: and we have proof...whole fraternities
icequeenli8: to austrailia
crimsonred1234: haha
icequeenli8: exactly!
icequeenli8: bands of ugly brothers!
icequeenli8: bonding togehter against hot society
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| Monday, January 17th, 2005
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7:23 pm - when the night is dark and stormy.. you wont have to reach out for me.. i will come to you..
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i love when the sky is purple. You know, the color it turns right before or after it snows. Last night it was so pretty.
I can't wait to get back to school. I miss the girls so much. I've had a pretty okay time at home. Its always nice to sleep in my own bed, go for starbucks w/ amy, see tina and vocke.
That was actually kinda wierd, k check it?. They were together fro a really long time, then stopped? and then we all hung out- and it was really awkward i think. They are different around each other then they are in general. And tinas moving, which kind of bums me out. I really enjoyed seeing them though. Hopefully i'll see them again before i move sunday.
But in 5 days.. i'll be able to see the ashleys, the sarahs, heather!!!!!!, christina, christine, ginapoo, stephy, my mal-er, diana....
I cant wait to move back in with Mal. I miss keeping her awake babbling- and everyone around. I love my friends at school. I'm so glad the people who are shit arent around.
And i wanna see Jackie and becca! It sucks that schools an hour away because theyre both there, and theyre awesome- and i cant wait to see my little niki, and my little brazilian slut!.
i like when heather and i have our little talks. We saw the Phantom of the Opera last night.
The phantom is soooooooooooooooo fn hot. Then the night before we went to her friends house. It was fun.
5 more days til i wont have to drive or she wont have to drive to have our talks or see each other. Shes going to have my little christina as her room mate!. They'll be my next next door neighbors.
So yesterday i did some major shopping. I bought a bathing suit, like 5 shirts, 2 pairs of sunglasses, a necklace, a pair of shorts, a pair of work pants, 2 pairs of pj pants, and some other stuff. I need to go out and buy some more skirts. I bought a cute tank top thats leopardy print- and i wanna buy another jean skirt, or a black skirt to go with it. I cant wait for my cruise.
I need to buy school books.
I played hackey sack for the first time in like 2 years a couple days ago. Well, it wasnt exactly hackey sack.. it was kinda like a he played hackey sack and i just kinda kicked it back and screamed 'i win!' everytime it flew past him. lol. it wsa still fun! it reminded me of older days- it was sweet. I'd like to think he was just impressed that i could actually semi play it. lol.
I wish i either had the balls to say how i feel or the ability to be how i used to be, and just be able to brush it off. I used to be so awesome. I could just brush everything off and be like- whatever fuck it. Now I'm busy over analyzing everything. I'm trying not to do it anymore. I mean who cares what people really meant? I'm tired of reading past into contexts. Why can't people just be honest? Why am i such a hypocrite about thigns like that? and why can jamers tell me exactly how i "feel". Why am i still in denial? He went on and on about how im in denial about things. Maybe hes right..
maybe not
my head itches.
Like, why is it so hard for me to be honest about things with people. I'm not lying- but any means. But i'm not being upfront. Am i really just that scared? I dont know. I wish i could go and bug heather right now.
</3
current mood:  aggravated
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| Monday, January 10th, 2005
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10:11 am
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icequeenli8: man, if i was a boy, id be really gay.
debajoDelSol3: you drive with the music cranked up and you're just singing along
debajoDelSol3: yes, yes you would
icequeenli8: lol
icequeenli8: but im a girl, so its okay.
debajoDelSol3: chris....likes musicals.....GAY
debajoDelSol3: me...likes musicals......GAY,,,,,,hahaha jk
debajoDelSol3: this is true
icequeenli8: lol
icequeenli8: me.. likes musical
icequeenli8: GAY
icequeenli8: we should go see the phantom!
debajoDelSol3: we totally should
icequeenli8: because.. yeah im officially obsessed
debajoDelSol3: we can see it in nyc and then afterwards run around like nuts
icequeenli8: or try to mack it to the phantom aftershow
icequeenli8: and ill hit that
icequeenli8: and the whole time be singing showtunes
debajoDelSol3: you guys can sing together! haha and right when hes gonna get off, he hits a high note
icequeenli8: but with my luck, itll be the second rate understudy who only got put on because the real phantom was locked in the closet or something
debajoDelSol3: hahahaha Lisa you crack me up girl
icequeenli8: lol
debajoDelSol3: my moms going to think i'm just sitting here laughing by myself
and later...
icequeenli8: and when did you realize you really liked little boys
debajoDelSol3: "i am grrrrrranpa lino. you eat healthy now. ok bye bye"
debajoDelSol3: lol
debajoDelSol3: and then she'll get confused and think shes going out with the guy
icequeenli8: and try to take him home w her
debajoDelSol3: and then wed have a 3 some but the mtv cameras would follow us and put it on tv without our knowledge
debajoDelSol3: then any boy i like would just vomit the second he sees me
icequeenli8: itll be sent to jerry springer
debajoDelSol3: i <3 to fuck my mom
debajoDelSol3: lol
icequeenli8: yes!
debajoDelSol3: then you can come out as the jealous gf that sleeps with my mom on the side
icequeenli8: yea!
debajoDelSol3: and we'll all fight
debajoDelSol3: but we have to make sure to have most of our teeth removed, so we can fit in with the rest of the jerry springer cast
icequeenli8: then we'll get the big butch lesbian whos secretly in love with us
icequeenli8: but also happens to be adams sister
debajoDelSol3: yeeeeehaw lil billy
debajoDelSol3: who adam is secretly in love with
icequeenli8: we'll just get people from the imbred hick town i work in.
debajoDelSol3: and then he'll propose to her
icequeenli8: and has a baby by.
debajoDelSol3: hahahahaha
debajoDelSol3: then you end up getting drunk and sleeping with the baby, and you have the babys baby....and then i sleep with that......and its this big slutty imbred hick love triangle
icequeenli8: and then we can goto a diner and eat pancakes
debajoDelSol3: JERRY ! JERRY! JERRY!
debajoDelSol3: mmmm pancakes
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| Friday, January 7th, 2005
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10:56 pm - Take The First Sentence From The First Post Of Each Month Of 2004. That's Your Year In Review.
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December 2004- my pictures are still in his phone<3
November 2004- heather cracks me up.
October 2004- i don't want to be with someone whos fucking other people
September 2004-my comp finally works at WCSU.
August 2004-im crying here.. what have you done?
July 2004-update yo
June 2004-this guy in my accounting class called me a pimp today.
May 2004-i realized that i really hate work. Like with a fiery passion.
April 2004-Some people live for the fortune
March 2004-hes not gay.but apparently is married?.
February 2004-and I'm so sorry that i've fallen, help me up-lets keep on running.dont let me fall out of love.
January 2004-happy fucking new year.
They say new years eve and day are a reflection of what the year ahead is going to be like.
I fucking hope not.
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